Indeed a fool of mine

No one knows.

We get some rules to follow. That and this, these and those. No one knows.
We get these pills to swallow. How they stick in your throat, tastes like gold.

Oh, what you do to me
No one knows

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Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 8:41 AM

im being open once again

Hello everyone.

I really miss this blog, really miss it so much. It means so much to me back then till now. Ive been going through alot since then. Those freaking old time of mine which made me really mad and hurt was scarred into this blog as well. As times move on, i realised that these are all life story so yea, i still need to move on and i did. I really love the blog layout of this blog as well. No harm continuing this once again. So yeas. hello blogspot -__-

Actually, i gotta be straight and frank right now, actually i really need to tattoo some words on some 'serious' blog right now. Its been so long since i talk to myself. Most of the times, i just stared and dazed about my life and yea, its really not enough. Tumblr doing perfectly fine for me to have inspirations for school stuff. Not for inner thoughts tho, i realised. So yea.

One and a half year i guess, probably more or less, i had gone so far. In fact beyond my limits. Thats for sure. I create and encountered lotsa and lotsa of stupid stuffs which i used to be afraid to do all that. Most people, said ive changed. They bummed into me and told me that. My close friends told me that. Its for me to figure out myself whether if its good or bad.

Frankly i had pushed myself very much. So hard till it actually make me worst i realised. Ive been a bad bad girl i realised. Disrespect and rudeness came out easily from myself. Maybe because im being too defensive. I hate to be hurt again. So in turn, not intentionally, i hurt others. I am very bad. But i am very sorry.

Sometimes, i wished i could turn back time especially during secondary school days which i am very very innocent. I didnt see so much sins in front of me. However theres one thing which i dont wish be again,which is a fragile soul which i used to be back in the past.

Im really sorry for the bad habits that i used to do. I never want to do that again.

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HELLO AYE ! Puteri Hazlinda is my name, you can call me tonight. [HAHAHA] 010492. SEVENTEEN in 2009. Fulltime student in TeePee. Once again im back here again in blogger. TEEHEE

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